Over the past week, I have been feeling very hurt, no one is respecting my personal boundaries. Most of my friends have hit me at least once this week. I don't care for your excuses, it really hurt. You guys all hit hard. One of you smacked a binder on my head, which I was very unhappy about. I don't care that you are in a rush, you could've answered my question with a no, not a smack on the head hard with a binder. On Friday, people were wondering how much it really hurt because it looked pretty hard. Another kneed me in the back, which hurt. Also, I don't care if you are in martial arts or have sharp knees, it hurt. Tone t down. Another tried to almost kick me in the face. I don't care if it was an almost, I felt scared. I did not like it. I said stop and he just kept on going. I had to scream at the guy just to get him to put his foot down. I was on the floor and he was standing up. Being a male, he is physically stronger than me.
Also, I feel like one of my friends is not doing her part in friendship. I feel like I am helping her as much as I can, but all I get is hurt. I just feel like I am being treated like one of those people that her friends are friends with. Not a close friend. She says I am like a sister. I don't feel like she is like a sister to me anymore. It just doesn't make any sense to me. I am just getting depressed thinking about it. It also pisses me off. She just doesn't get that she is not doing her part in friendship. I understand that she is going through a hard time, but she could still be a good friend.

In the end, I feel like I am trying to hold on to a pole in a tornado, and my fingers are about to slip. One more second...One more second...One more second...One more second...One more second...One more second...One more second................